47 days of you and me 

37 days of family and friends 

gayda comes to nyc, 7 march-22 march


xiaohei comes to nyc, 17 march-26 march


hannie comes to nyc, 26 march-31 march


ahtien comes to nyc, 30 march-12 april

this is the story of us all 

after all the shenanigans of the past, i promised myself never to allow anyone to come so close as to slide under my armour. and yet when i finally found the place that felt like home, i thought that all my battles had ended and i threw off my armour. i should have known that where there is home, there are humans; where there are humans, there are battles; and where there are battles, there will always be that searing pain, the kind that turn you cold.

confess to me every secret moment
every stolen promise you believed
confess to me all that lies between us
all that lies between you and me

we are the boxers in the ring
we are the bells that never sing
there is a title we can't win
no matter how hard we might swing
*pictures of you by the last goodnight

when you're gone 

i always needed time on my own
i never thought i'd need you there when i cry
and the days feel like years when i'm alone
and the bed where you lie is made up on your side
when you walk away i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now

i've never felt this way before
everything that i do reminds me of you
and the clothes you left that lie on the floor
they smell just like you i love the things that you do
when you walk away i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now

when you're gone the pieces of my heart are missing you
and when you're gone the face i came to know is missing too
and when you're gone the words i need to hear
to always get me through the day and make it okay
i miss you
*when you're gone by avril lavigne

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♥
JESUS BE THE CENTRE, BE MY SOURCE, BE MY LIGHT JESUS
JESUS BE MY VISION, BE MY PATH, BE MY GUIDE JESUS
BE THE FIRE IN MY HEART, BE THE WIND IN THESE SAILS
BE THE REASON THAT I LIVE, JESUS JESUS